Untangling myself from the ropes of this mindset
requires constant vigilance.
"This isn't any good" is replaced with
"did you learn anything?" or
"did you enjoy what you were doing?"
Losing the idea of an exhibit in some swank gallery
isn't easy to let go of but at this stage of my growth,
it's necessary and life enhancing.
Think about the positive energy added to the universe.
Be grateful for the good mood it enlivens
and how that affects the air molecules around you.
Do I like this? Is the best question of all.
Most often, the answer is yes.
If it's not yes, the response is,
"let it go for now and come back to it."
I'm often surprised by how much better it looks with time.
It all matters.
Namaste'