Thursday, September 29, 2022

Seeing the Shape of Your Life

 
How's this for a new view of things?
How many times have I told myself to
"get over it" or "let it go" or "brush it off".

From now on, I will pause 
and consider the option of "blending it in" 
or "moving with it".  

 I still believe there are
certain things that need to move
on down the river or to the compost bin.
Not to be ignored or dismissed or "obliterated"
but to be transformed into a 
more useful shape.

kastilwell




Wednesday, September 28, 2022

Be a Part of this Great Something


 An excerpt from a longer poem
I tucked away awhile ago.

"get quiet enough to remember
we really don't know a damn thing
about any of it"

While this sentiment
is where I often find myself,
in reality,
we do know a great deal
about many things
and those facts 
can be a vast source of astonishment.

Seeing a murmuration of starlings
on my recent trip
had me "collapsing in wonder"
and the fields of goldenrod
undulating like a sea of gold
"sideswiped me with awe."

Remembering these realities
juxtaposed with the vast unknown,
opens me into a spacious place
where anything is possible.
Leaving me creaking with gratitude.


kastilwell







Tuesday, September 27, 2022

What a Thing. What a Thing Indeed."

 
Isn't it encouraging to consider
all the lives we've touched
in ways we may not remember
or pay any attention to?
"What a thing. What a thing indeed."

kastilwell

Monday, September 26, 2022

A Reminder from the Stars


 "The molecules in my left collarbone
come from a different galaxy than my right"?

How's that for astonishing?
Yes, to "honoring their sacrifice"...
may I sanctify their existence in time
and their existence in me.
May I return the gift in some small measure
to those traveling time with me.
kastilwell

Friday, September 23, 2022

Love After Love



 I love this so much 
I'm sharing it again.

To find and love the stranger
who was and is myself.
to "give back my heart to itself."

May you "feast on your life."

kastilwell


Wednesday, September 21, 2022

Wooden Boats


 Seeing an artist lovingly caress their work,
or stand back and view it with satisfaction,
or lose themselves to their music or dance,
or swoon at the taste of the food they made,
 makes me want to emulate their devotion.

Slowing down and enjoying the process
seems much more enchanting than
"getting it done".

kastilwell


Tuesday, September 20, 2022

Trees

https://www.poetrynook.com/poem/trees-6

This entire poem is a song of contradiction
which is why I love it and want to share.
The quiet dignity of trees.
"To be giant and keep quiet about it"
and on down the lines of the poem.
Something to aspire to for a human being.

kastilwell
 

Monday, September 19, 2022

Mimesis


Leave it to a youngster
to zero in on the heart of something
with precision and candor.

I think about refugees in terms of 
"invasive" plants.
It's an uncomfortable reflection.

kastilwell







 

Friday, September 16, 2022

What Is The Sound Of The Moon?


 These questions, posed by a good friend
caught my attention immediately.

"What is the sound of the moon?"

I love when thoughts catapult me 
into new territory
providing different perspectives
and considerations.

I'll be thinking about them
going forward...
I'll especially be listening 
for the "sounds and rhythms
the trees create"
as I walk with "my" forest.

kastilwell

Thursday, September 15, 2022

Testimony

 

I encourage you to read the entire poem
if you have the time.
The take away for me today is
"to look again and again."

I might add that it helps to
zoom yourself out to the edge
of the universe
and then zoom in 
to the molecules of your body.
(Not to mention
the invisible parts 
of your mind and spirit.)

This exercise served as a way
to disengage from a
tumultuous event
of no lasting significance
that had taken on
immense proportions
unnecessarily.

kastilwell

Wednesday, September 14, 2022

In The Middle

 
"caught between the mesh of rope and the net of stars"

What a dynamic place to be.
Poised in a state of alert wonder.
Aware and grateful.
Merged with the river of life.

kastilwell

Tuesday, September 13, 2022

Take Love For Granted

Taking love for granted
is a quirky idea.
I take the point.
It's a fun thought to play with.
Perhaps it's best to leave it there.

Perhaps its best not to admit
that I never want to take
love for granted.
Perhaps that's due 
to my skewed view.
Making it a precious
and rare commodity
rather than seeing it
everywhere and in everyone?

It's a serious shift.
For a serious leaning person.
One that might change everything?
Thoughts matter.

kastilwell


Monday, September 12, 2022

We Are Of A Tribe

https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poets/alberto-rios
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poets/alberto-rios

 No divisions, no walls.
This is the world I dream of.
I've heard that in order to change, 
we must imagine the world we wish to live in,
This seems like an excellent place to begin.
This is an excerpt...the entire poem is worthwhile
and recommended.  I found it in Poetry of Presence.
kastilwell

Friday, September 9, 2022

The Word


This poem delighted me.

 ..."and sunlight were a present
s/he had sent from someplace distant
as this morning--to cheer you up,
and to remind you that, among your duties,
pleasure is a thing..."

The day was overcast yesterday as I 
began my walk in the woods as
it has been most every morning.
As I was heading home,
approached the ridge overlooking
the valley where we live,
a large brilliant light
flashed through the trees.
My immediate thought
was it was a large truck
coming up the road.

It was the sun!!  

It made me think of this poem
and rejoice in the sun
and the woods
and walking
and friends
and the internet
where people
can share uplifting thoughts
and the river of goodness
can flow through the ether.

kastilwell






Thursday, September 8, 2022

Things To Live For



 Oh my, these are encouraging and comforting words...
like balm on a scrape.

"The astonishment waiting in the 
small cracks of life where no one
expected anything to grow."

How delectable!  
Like when I discover a flower
I'd forgotten planting blooming 
for all its worth.

and

"Your own wildflower heart
that still longs to love this world
and everything in it."

I'm grateful to be part of
this group of seed planters!

kastilwell

PS:  Petrichor...is a new word for me.
"a pleasant smell that frequently accompanies the first rain 
after a long period of warm, dry weather."




Tuesday, September 6, 2022

Go Gently Today

 
Isn't this lovely?
Running across it this morning,
I have to share. (Especially after reading 
Heather Cox Richardson.)
"Forgiving myself for not meeting
unreasonable expectations."
A delicious way to start the day.
I'm now "breathing until I
stop needing anything 
to be different."

I'm finding I can reach it
in my personal life.
Which I grant you,
is undeniably privileged.
It's not quite so easy
when considering the
ongoing assault on 
our rule of law.

Then I remember something else 
I encountered this morning:

September Night
The mountain air forgets to be cold,
and my daughter and I walk in the dark
beside the river. I almost can’t see,
yet thanks to starlight,
we step over roots, over rocks.
There are moments,
even whole chapters of our lives,
when we understand how the smallest
bit of light makes a difference.  
Tonight, we are laughing,
singing as we go.
Trust, too, is a kind of light.
In this dark moment, it is all I see.
Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer

I'm trusting in the "River of Goodness" 
to cleanse and renew our land and our landscape.

Thanks be for our poets and musicians!



 

 




kastilwell

Monday, September 5, 2022

The Second Music

I've not thought of two melodies playing
yet, now that she mentions it, 
I'm intrigued.
It entices me to listen more deeply for 
this "lower, more steady" music touching
"gently as fingertips".

"If the truth of our lives is what it is playing,
the telling is so soft that this mortal time, 
this irrevocable change,
becomes beautiful."

May we hear our second music.

kastilwell



 

Friday, September 2, 2022

Lie Down

"Stop doing.  Stop judging, fearing, trying."
The last one, "trying" is the one that 
I most needed to hear this morning.
I take the others to heart as well.

I also take to heart that this is a duet 
between lying down and rising up.
Like breathing--
an exchange.

A tango of giving and receiving.
In tempo with the plants and trees.
In rhythm with the seas.
A merging of everything.

kastilwell



 

Thursday, September 1, 2022

Ancient Language


 This changes my walks in the woods.
While listening to the thud of my shoes,
and the wind in the leaves, and the birds,
and the river of thoughts in my mind,
I exchange oxygen with the plants and trees.
The forest becomes an ocean.
A mutual meditation.

kastilwell

PS: I had a glimpse of the owl yesterday.