Invocation

Isn't this exquisite?

I'm especially drawn to:

"Let the verbs noun.

Let the nouns verb."

 

and, without pause:

"Let the land speak."

May we--Listen. Listen. Listen.

May we weep together at the disrespect and suffering.

And rejoice together at our amazing resilience.

And work together to bring about a truly thriving place

where all of us can reside and remain.

Let. It. Be.

Namaste'

Smaller Than I Thought

 Most of us steer clear of the topic of death with ample reasons.

Yet, when reading this, I encounter a sense of comfort.

The fear and foreboding steps back a notch, 

giving me the willpower to dwell on the subject 

even with all the heavy feels that go with it. 

With surprise, I discover  it troubles me less.

The idea of melting into the soil and,

becoming part of every living thing, 

appeals to me. 

I remind myself no one....NO ONE

knows what its like to be dead.

Of course we know from this side,

 they are no longer here in physical, 

tangible form, and that's excrutiating.

 but we have no idea what it's like for them. 

They might be out there  "living" it up.

Who knows?

We will when we get there. 

"It is imaginary.

It is real.

It is love."

Return

"Please. . .do it for those who think they must hide,

numb, tame, tidy up, puff up, tamp down, down, down."

I am one of these in every comma...It's unsettling to be recognized.

I thought I would have learned more after all this time,

yet each of these found its mark down deep where I hide.

"do it because the world is dying from lying,

dying from caged truth--dying from too much of too much."

Dying from more than enough and never enough; 

from  "I must be greater, I must be greatest; 

the best of the best, and, mostly, better than you and you and you.

Incapable of entering the halls of equality.

"Do it because you are an undeniable work of art."

This is the line to etch into granite wherever you can.

To post on every mirror in your vicinity and

 every zoom call you appear in.  

Think it whenever you sign your name or log in.

Live into the truth of it.

It matters.

You matter.

 

Trusting Life

I would add, trusting yourself as you live your life.

Trust you will be aware of and open to growth and wisdom.

Trusting you will navigate with the best within you.

That your resiliance is growing through every event.

Trust that whatever happens, you will meet it with all you are capable of.

Trust that you are not alone no matter how lonely you're feeling.

Trust that help is available whenever you need it.

Trust that you don't have to be flawless...you don't have to know everything...

you are good and decent and that matters...you've got this...

We're in this together.

We are prevailing.

Namaste

 

Everywhere

The elegance and truth in these words pierces every defense

and denial inside of me, softening and strengthening at the same time.

I'm now on the look out for tiny stings that alert me to

something trying to fracture my fortress of fear,

to puncture my mindless programming,

 to alter my abrupt assumptions,

to euthanize my need to please;

to break my ice of nice;

and witness my own stark truth, 

in all it gore and glory...

without censure, edit or rewrite...

to behold and hold the agony and the ecstacy

and every layer between them.

Thank you for being here.

Namaste

 

Illogic

This pretty much sums it up.

Nothing to add but sadness and 

the persistence of resistance.

May it be so.

Namaste

 

The Erotics of Awe

While these words jarred me at first,

I've come to appreciate them more and more

each time I sit with them.

Believe me when I say, I would never have thought

of whispering prayers, or wishes, or imaginings 

to  mud.

However, the more I learn about the understory,

the more fascinating and fecund it becomes.

It's something that repels  and compels simultaneously.

Intricate happenings occur.

Happenings any human could consider 

worthy of high respect and attention.

This link provides some interesting facts I was not aware of:

https://ohmyfacts.com/animals/20-facts-about-worms/

I love to encounter knowledge that turns my 

biases upside down and inside out.

Thanks for being the miracle of you.

Until tomorrow.

 

Great Again

America still possesses all the attributes 

he names, and more so.

It's only one man along with the cadre that benefits

from playing along with his every whim;

 lying to him and for him about how things are going, 

who are blocking the view of the abundance of truth and goodness.

Along with the gullible who believe the theatrics are authentic.

(That number is shrinking.)

Meanwhile real people and our Earth, 

are grievously harmed by their actions.

We have the opportunity to show how

the power of money can be overwhelmed

with the potency of kindness, the fierceness of decency.

The force of goodness, the strength of equality.

The mightiness of diversity and inclusion.

America is still all those things and more...

this is a setback, but we are mighty in our determination..

Think it often, speak of it over lunch with coworkers,

Make it visible to our neighbors and friends.

Remind everyone we come in contact with.

Let our goodness smother the inferno

of division and dominion.

Together, we can do this.

Shalom

 

Let Go

Is it letting go or learning how to mediate the hard and the soft?

I think of how the monks touched so many lives with their walking.

Peace sits tightly wrapped up with turmoil in my chest,

thinking of the contradictions contained in today's world. 

I do know that when my mind is full of turmoil,

one of the best things I can do is walk...walk off the imbalance.

Turmoil ceases to tip the scale...a sense of steadiness returns.

And if you can't walk; dance, vacuum, weed the garden,

 paint something, cook something.... whatever centers you,

It's not so much letting go; more like accepting the hard realities;

acknowledging the contradictions...

and interceding for the side of dignity and decency.

Shifting your focus from the travails

to the marvel of being here in your miraculous body, 

on this astonishing planet, in the midst of this incredible universe.

Namaste

 

I Forget How To Listen

"It's so painful to hear the rhetoric of hate."

We feel this pain.  It's like a sharp shock shakes

all the tender places within and makes them throb. 

 I cover my ears or turn off whatever is transmitting the onslaught.

It's a defensive manuever...survival instinct.

"What if I could hear the human in you and

not only the weapons of your words?"

It would be beneficial to know how to do this.

It's totally foreign territory in my world,

but that doesn't mean it can't happen.

"What if we left all our mouths at home 

and let only our ears gather in the streets?"

I think this is why silent gatherings are so powerful.  

What if congress held a silent session every now and then?

Members would come with one thing written on their sign.

And instead of arguing, everyone "listened" 

to the other's sign and attempted an understanding?

Disagreement and debate are not hateful.

Differences of opinion are not hateful.

I refuse to believe humans were created to be hateful.

"What peace might arrive, for a moment, if we listened,

all of us miracles, listening with the ears of our hearts,

as the cold wind swirls all around?"

What if the ears of our hearts hear hate as gibberish?

What if they were instantly ignored as meaningless babble,

not worthy of a nanosecond of our attention?

I remember the chant from childhood...

"sticks and stones might break my bones,

but words will never hurt me."

I'm wondering how much practice it will take

to get to the place where that is true?

To shift my thinking from "words matter"

to "not all words matter"?

Only words of respect, honesty, and decency matter.

To grow the ability to translate words of hate,

into words of someone wounded, crying for help?

What if the illness is not only hurting them, 

but hurting innocents? What if  it is contagious

and infecting others along the way?

 What kind of love does it take to heal that?

I'm listening.  Listening intently for the answers.

Namaste

 

Please, Do Not Wander

"Do not stray into crowded streets, cowardly corners--

it is not possible to drink from what is empty.

While I take her point, I loved walking the streets of Manhattan.

It felt like a jovial conglomoration of incredibly diverse humans

all doing their thing, attending to their day.

Cowardly corners I understand.  Cowardice is contagious;

so is bravery.  Bravery is the call for the times. 

"...they have learned that there is plenty--. . ."

 For many decades, those of us residing in this country have (mostly)

lived in a land of plenty, don't you think?

Not without exceptions, of course.

"if tiny birds can learn to share, maybe we can too.

Maybe despite the weight of this deep, dark,

relentlessly draining winter, we too can

learn to drink from the fountain of plenty, 

to resolve to stay and stay right where we are.

We are a sharing country when we're healthy.

Right now we are suffering from a serious disease

which must be healed in order for all of us to be the

kind and generous people we are in our hearts and souls.

We are tending to the illness...its widespread.

It will take time and much energy and, together, we will

care for the sick and heal what's wrong.

Namaste

 

One Garden

"I want to be discerning, knowing whatever I choose to grow might

appear soon in the soil of you, so I am cautious when sowing

bulbs of anger, saplings of judgment, thorns of certainty."

Attending to a garden within is a rich metaphor.

It feels wise to pay attention to the seeds I sow.

The challenging part is forgiving the "weeds"

for showing up and causing trouble.

Can we call angry outbursts fertilizer?

"I want us all to plant great beds of unanswerable questions

and tend the mystery together."

This is my favorite line.

Thinking of us all planting our seeds of decency,

dignity, mercy, generosity; the list goes on and on.

What are your unanswerable questions?

"How else might it change what these hands do 

when I trust every choice matters?"

Every choice does matter.

That's why, in my book, mercy and forgiveness are vital,

as is treating yourself with the same generous, loving spirit

you intend to bring to the world outside your skin.

Namaste

 

Come Out of Hiding

". . .are we willing to show up without the layers and 

layers of protection, . . .to not need to be “on” or right?"

This is an intense question.

Even imagining "showing up without layers" I feel uneasy.

When my layers are calm and attentive, I'd say yes.

When they're grumpy, gloomy and highly critical, I'd say no.

Who needs to hear that?  

That is the stuff for meditation and private journaling.  

"When we tell the truth.

Maybe the hardest thing is thinking our lives 

are supposed to look different than how they look, 

that we are supposed  to look different than how we look."

This is something I practice, practice, practice.

Every time I find myself fussing about what is,

a little chime goes off....remimding me loving where I am

and what I have is the way to contentment.

"How much of ourselves are we willing to be?

Our gifts are hidden in what is hidden. "

This is where creating comes in I'm thinking...

revealing myself to myself and the world by making things...

to discover the intricate, hidden parts,

the good, the bad and the ugly.  To witness them without censure.

And be grateful for their complexity.

Namaste

 

Silent Teachers

I think of crows as quite noisy so I did some research. Here's AI's response:

 Crows generally fly silently when they are trying to avoid detection by predators, moving to a nesting site, or traveling to a communal roost in high-stakes situations.  While they are known for being loud,

social, and communicative, they are capable of becoming "absolutely silent" to avoid

drawing attention to themselves.

Tree's silence is something I'm gratefully familiar with although

I have heard them murmur and sometimes roar in wind...

I've also witnessed large bits of them flung to the ground,

and heard them creak with limbs rubbing close together.

"Then, I learned of silence from the soil that holds centuries 

of our suffering without a sound."

It holds suffering and astonishment in its silence;

and every other emotion humans live through.

It hold the remains of loved ones and a miraculous

world of activity...all in silence.

"like a field of dappled light in the quiet company

of each living mystery before me."

 

The Greatest Country on Earth

"Instead of ranking countries by happiness or wealth, 

by military might or the sum of our gross wasted products, 

we could perhaps study the conditions for gratitude, 

measure the impact of tenderness, map out the many ways to grieve, 

and how to yield with humility.

This is a breath of fresh air in today's offensive atmosphere.  

What if we could banish departments of war?

No need for trillion dollar defense budgets

 while people struggle to make a simple living.

My favorite phrase is: gross wasted products.

"We could abandon comparison for acts of compassion. . .

appraise all the ways to plant trees instead of judging beauty. . .

 how often we say thank you, and just how wide 

the aperture of awe holds us in reminder 

of the astounding possibility of being here at all."

My heart aches to live in a world where leaders

attend to the needs of the people rather than charging

out with their own ego-driven agenda.  

That is how I would like "here" to be. . .

in a land of mutual respect, decency, 

and consideration for all living creatures. 

That's not reality in this moment of time.

Yet, I can live my one miraculous life

bringing the world I want to exist into focus...

planting it deeply into my heart, 

breathing it into my body and out again,

practicing, practicing, practicing...

showing up and paying attention 

with kindness and curiosity;

forgiving myself and others when intentions go awry.

Inching the world I want to inhabit into reality

by acting as if it's already here.

Namaste